it took me long.

but i finally understood what xiaoling meant when she told me all the time in ny that she hates changes.

tho im really q optimistic,
ive to agree (now) I HATE CHANGES.


tear down your facade.
can i do you the favor?
no i cant.

im jus not a born actress.
i dont know how to put on a pretense.
but, learn i will.

tomorrow will be better.
but still,
i miss the old times.